Chapter 29 - The Boy is Mine

You need to give it up

Had about enough

It's not hard to see

The boy is mine

I'm sorry that you seem to be confused

He belongs to me

The boy is mine...

LEE DONGHAE

"Can I call you daddy?"

Aiden's question struck me.

I was carrying him while the three of us were heading inside Sharp Star City Apartment towards our dorm. Aiden wrapped his arms around my neck and smiled at Althea.

"Why, do you me to become your daddy?" I asked him.

"Of course!" he replied cheerfully. I heard Althea chuckle behind us.

Chapter 20 - I'm Yours

So I won't hesitate no more

It cannot wait, I'm sure

There's no need to complicate

Our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO

I woke up when I felt a movement beside me. I opened my eyes slowly and saw Donghae's naked torso. My heart raced fast as the memory of last night's events dawned to me. 

I did it with him! I slept with him!

I kept looking at his well-built torso. He has no six-pack abs but I could say, his body is firm and well-exercised. I didn't get a good look last night because there were no lights. 

I realized that I was naked as well so I got up and moved slowly, looking for my clothes. They were everywhere! I got my laced panties and my shirt and hurriedly wore them. I moved to the edge of the bed slowly but a grip stopped me.

Chapter 14 - Couldn't Ask for More

I couldn't ask for more than this time together

I couldn't ask for more than this time with you

Every breath has been answered

Every dream I have come true

Right here in this moment, it's what we're all meant to be

Here with you, here with me...

KEVIN CHANG

"Hi Althea!" I called her. She smiled at me.

"Hi Kevin."

Donghae greeted her too.

What is this guy doing here?

Chapter 8 - Thank You

THANK YOU - Dido

"I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life...

Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life..."

ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO

Somebody please help me!


I was shouting in my head as I was struggling to break free from Kevin's harassment. He was too strong. It seemed that my energy has been drained. I just closed my eyes and hoped for a miracle to happen. I prayed for someone to stop him. Anyone, just please help me!


Then I felt someone grabbed my arm. 


"Don't you dare touch her again!" I heard an angry scream. I opened my eyes and saw Donghae standing in front of me. He was still holding my arm. I was not expecting him to come but he did. He just saved me. He then looked at me. It was the first time that I've seen that facial expression. He looked pissed, even more than that. "Let's get out of here."

Chapter 7 - I'd Do Anything

I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan

"I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms...
Try to make you laugh but somehow I can't put you in the past...
I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you...
And you'll remember me cause I know I can't forget you..."

KEVIN CHANG

I opened my eyes when I felt the heat of the sun on my face. It was already one in the afternoon. I guess I overslept after having four bottles of liquor - alone. 


I was too bored last night especially when Althea just left me and I haven't seen her then. I've met few girls at the bar but I wonder why I only wanted to see her. I think I was too bothered by the reason why she asked for my whereabouts the other night. Was she looking for a guy and thought it could be me? Did something happen to her? These thoughts kept racing my mind that my head started to hurt.


I shifted my thoughts on what to do today. I wondered what excursion I should be having but then I realized that the ship won't dock this day.

Chapter 6 - Every Little Thing

MYMP - Every Little Thing He Does is Magic

"Every little thing he does is magic...
Every thing he does just turns me on...
Even though my love before was tragic...
Now I know my love for him goes on..."

ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO

I.am.dead.


Totally dead.


My greatest dream has come true but it turned into my worst nightmare. I wanted to meet Donghae badly but I never wanted to be embarrassed in front of him! He was right there in front of me, laughing so hard at my stupidity. 


I felt my face burn as I tried so hard to not to show how red my face was. He kept laughing for like 5 minutes until he finally got back to his senses.


"Oh, I'm so sorry," he said, still catching his breath. "I've never really met someone who literally thought of me as a fish. I am so amazed."

Chapter 5 - Sweet Serendipity

Lee DeWyze - Sweet Serendipity

"And I'm doing just fine, I'm landing on my feet...

In the nic of time and by the skin of my teeth...

I ain't gonna stress cause the worst ain't happened yet...

Something's watching over me like sweet serendipity..."

LEE DONGHAE

I was having a shower when I heard a knock on my door. I just came back from the Loterie Treetop Adventure Tour. It was like an adventure camp wherein I tried series of zip lines, rope swings and bridges suspended from platforms mounted in forest trees. It was very fun although I was honestly scared at first. I finished the tour for three hours and decided to go back to the ship to freshen up. When I arrived, miss drunk had left already. She arranged my things and left my room tidy. I was moved by that gesture. I knew she's not a bad person at all. 

Chapter 4 - Stunned

Adele - Chasing Pavements

"Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements...

even if it leads nowhere?

Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place...

Should I leave it there?"

ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO

I woke up in an unknown cabin. My head hurts so much. I tried to remember what happened last night. I could recall that I went to the bar and bought some drinks. I know I got drunk last night. But now, I'm wondering where I am. I felt that something's different with me and then I realized I'm wearing a different shirt! It's a guy's shirt for sure! My heart raced fast and many things popped up my head.

"What really happened to me?" I thought.

I looked around and saw breakfast served on the bedside table. And there was a note.

"Good morning! Before you leave my room, make sure to eat your breakfast. I also left the medicine for your hangover. I already brought the keys so you can just lock the door if you leave. I already sent your shirt soaked with sweat to the laundry so you can visit me to get it."

There was no name on the note. Who the hell is this person?!

Chapter 3 - Confusion

02 Nine Days - Absolutely (Story of a Girl)

"This is a story of a girl...

who cried a river and drowned the whole world...

when she looks so sad in photographs...

I absolutely love her...

when she smiles..."

LEE DONGHAE

The ship departed Charlotte Amalie port at 6pm. I had so much fun in the excursions that I chose. I made new friends and tried so many things. I tried helmet diving, skyride and the island tour. I never thought I would be able to try them in my life. I thought I would be stuck in show business and never be able to do things on my own. I am happy that now I'm here.

I stayed at my room after I arrived back from the excursions. Even though I had so much fun today, I knew it would be better if other Super Junior members were with me. I checked my phone for any messages or missed calls. I got 3 messages.

Chapter 2 - Moving On

Superstar-Taylor Swift

"I'm no one special just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you... 

Give me your photograph to hang on my wall...

Superstar..."

KEVIN CHANG

I needed this trip. One of my business partners told me about this cruise and he was able to convince me. Being a businessman is not easy so I always find time to relax and unwind. I prefer taking trips like this alone. I'm already 27 years old and I would never get any younger. Marriage is not really on my priority list. I date girls and have sex with them but I never considered marrying anyone. I guess that's the reason my mom is already on her hypertensive maintenance. She's been bugging me on this stuff but I always fail her. I feel bad for her but it's just me. No one can force me to do anything I don't like.

After approximately 10 snoozes of my alarm, I finally got out of my bed. Today is the first stop of the 13-Night Transatlantic Cruise and I've chosen exciting activities in this stop. I wonder if I could meet new girls and have fun with them.

Chapter 1 - On Board

Boyce Avenue - Better In Time(acoustic)

"Thought couldn't live without you, it's gonna hurt when it heals too...

It'll all get better in time...

Even though I really love you...

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to...

It'll all get better in time..."

ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO

I needed a break. Being a doctor in a foreign land is too stressful for me. Singapore is a very nice country and very organized but I have to admit, their standards make me feel pressured. I miss my fangirl life especially being an Everlasting Friend (ELF).  I miss my friends, Super Junior and Lee Donghae. It's too ironic that I miss them more than my family. It's just that my family adds more stress to my life so I don't really miss them that much.

I decided to work here and leave my fangirl life to move on. Accepting the truth was difficult for me. People say I'm crazy for thinking and feeling this way, but I just couldn't stop myself. Seeing Donghae happy with his girlfriend and even having thoughts on marriage is too cruel for me. It has been a year since he announced in public his relationship with an actress and I don't really know if he's already married now.

To forget all these mental stress, I decided to go on a cruise. I really wanted to try this since I was young and now, with the money I personally earn, I could finally achieve this dream. I chose to try the 13-Night Transatlantic Cruise of the Adventure of the Seas. The deaprture port is in San Juan, Puerto Rico so I left for Puerto Rico 2 days ahead of the departure schedule. After a 20-hour flight from Singapore to Puerto Rico, I stayed in a hostel to rest before heading towards the port.

New Blog, New Fanfic / Foreword

Weeee! I made a new blog... This blog is made specially for my new fanfic.. I'm new at this so I hope you could bear with me. My fanfic is hetero with Lee Donghae of Super Junior as the main lead... I made sure that all ELF can relate to this fanfic since the girl is an ELF too. haha.

I hope you can all enjoy this fanfic that I made and I hope you can share your comments to.. Please be gentle. haha.

- dawnhae -