Preview for Chapter 3

LEE DONGHAE

I heard a girl's voice when I went out of my cabin's balcony. 

"Lee Donghae! Where are you now? Are you married already? Are going to become a father? Are you happy? Well, you should!"

I looked around to look for the person shouting my name. I saw at the deck below my cabin a girl who looked drunk. She was shouting at the sea in the middle of the night. She was already climbing the rails and if she does something crazy, she might fall!

I decided to run to her...

Chapter 2 - Moving On

Superstar-Taylor Swift

"I'm no one special just another wide-eyed girl who's desperately in love with you... 

Give me your photograph to hang on my wall...

Superstar..."

KEVIN CHANG

I needed this trip. One of my business partners told me about this cruise and he was able to convince me. Being a businessman is not easy so I always find time to relax and unwind. I prefer taking trips like this alone. I'm already 27 years old and I would never get any younger. Marriage is not really on my priority list. I date girls and have sex with them but I never considered marrying anyone. I guess that's the reason my mom is already on her hypertensive maintenance. She's been bugging me on this stuff but I always fail her. I feel bad for her but it's just me. No one can force me to do anything I don't like.

After approximately 10 snoozes of my alarm, I finally got out of my bed. Today is the first stop of the 13-Night Transatlantic Cruise and I've chosen exciting activities in this stop. I wonder if I could meet new girls and have fun with them.

Chapter 1 - On Board

Boyce Avenue - Better In Time(acoustic)

"Thought couldn't live without you, it's gonna hurt when it heals too...

It'll all get better in time...

Even though I really love you...

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to...

It'll all get better in time..."

ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO

I needed a break. Being a doctor in a foreign land is too stressful for me. Singapore is a very nice country and very organized but I have to admit, their standards make me feel pressured. I miss my fangirl life especially being an Everlasting Friend (ELF).  I miss my friends, Super Junior and Lee Donghae. It's too ironic that I miss them more than my family. It's just that my family adds more stress to my life so I don't really miss them that much.

I decided to work here and leave my fangirl life to move on. Accepting the truth was difficult for me. People say I'm crazy for thinking and feeling this way, but I just couldn't stop myself. Seeing Donghae happy with his girlfriend and even having thoughts on marriage is too cruel for me. It has been a year since he announced in public his relationship with an actress and I don't really know if he's already married now.

To forget all these mental stress, I decided to go on a cruise. I really wanted to try this since I was young and now, with the money I personally earn, I could finally achieve this dream. I chose to try the 13-Night Transatlantic Cruise of the Adventure of the Seas. The deaprture port is in San Juan, Puerto Rico so I left for Puerto Rico 2 days ahead of the departure schedule. After a 20-hour flight from Singapore to Puerto Rico, I stayed in a hostel to rest before heading towards the port.

New Blog, New Fanfic / Foreword

Weeee! I made a new blog... This blog is made specially for my new fanfic.. I'm new at this so I hope you could bear with me. My fanfic is hetero with Lee Donghae of Super Junior as the main lead... I made sure that all ELF can relate to this fanfic since the girl is an ELF too. haha.

I hope you can all enjoy this fanfic that I made and I hope you can share your comments to.. Please be gentle. haha.

- dawnhae -