Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
No, I don't wanna leave you
Baby, it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you needed
I love you, goodbye...
ALTHEA RYZ FAJARDO
Uh-oh.
I gave him the look and pulled the door to close it, yet Donghae was stronger than me. He pulled the door open and went inside. He smirked and went close to me.
"Seriously?" I asked.
"I love you," he whispered to my ear.
"I love you more," I responded.
"Really? Why is that so?"
"I already answered that," I said as I was playing with the soap bubbles.
"I need to hear it again."
"Hmm.. I love you not because you are a celebrity. I love you because of who you are even without the limelight. I love you and I'm willing to do anything for you."
I heard him chuckle behind me.
"Are you laughing at me?" I asked him.
"Of course not," he said and tightened his hug.
I felt his hand lather the soap on my back, massaging my muscles, especially my tense shoulders.
"You seem tense."
He moved his hands to my shoulders and moved them down to my waist. He then started touching my breasts and massaged them gently. I let out a silent moan as he stimulated my nipples. I felt his warm breath at my nape and he started leaving a trail of kisses at my neck. I arched my back as I pleasure started to rise and turned to face him. I crashed my lips into his and he let his tongue into my mouth when I opened it slightly. I could feel his tongue exploring all the corners of my mouth. He moved to my neck and started leaving traces of sweet kisses and even sucked some parts. I straightened my body for him to kiss the lower parts of my neck. I stroke my fingers on his fingers, soap bubbles were now on his head. I felt his hardened member on my lower abdomen.
"Let's have shower," he said and pulled me to stand.
He turned on the shower and I flinched at the warm water on my skin. I rested my back on the wall and Donghae smirked as he looked at my naked body. He crashed his lips into mine again while his hands were massaging my breasts. I arched my back at the intense pleasure rising again and gasped for air. He kissed my jawline down to my neck until he reached my breast and started sucking it. I pulled his wet hair gently and silent moans came out from my mouth. He moved lower and kissed my formed abdomen. He raised my leg and rested them on his shoulder and he sucked my clitoris and played it with his tongue.
"Ohh..." I moaned and tilted my head back.
I traced the entrance of my cave with his fingers, teasing me.
"Get inside please!" I begged. He smirked at my request and inserted three fingers into me. I gasped since I haven't recovered from our activity last night and this morning. He started moving his fingers and I could feel the pain shifting to pleasure. "Move it faster!"
He pulled his fingers out and stood up. He held my leg on his arm and positioned his member to my entrance. "Are you ready?"
I nodded and he inserted his large member deep and I tightened my grip to his back. He started pushing and pulling into me. He increased his pace and my walls started to flutter around his member.
"Oh my God, move faster Hae!"
He moved faster and my walls clutched his member tighter. I couldn't control my moans anymore and my nails sunk into his skin. I moved my hips in same rhythm as him. I could hear his breathing and soft moans, calling my name.
"I'm coming Hae!" I shouted.
"Me too!"
I released with him and our juices mixed but he didn't pulled out yet. He continued moving into me and I had another orgasm. He stopped moving and pulled out. We were panting hard and our bodies were covered with both sweat and water.
He kissed my lips gently and we continued our shower together. When we finished, we dried ourselves and I changed my clothes while Donghae was just wearing his boxers under his bathrobe.
"Time to sleep AND rest," I told him.
We lay in bed, he was hugging me tight.
"This is the happiest day of my life, I swear," he said and kissed my forehead.
"Me too," I said.
"I love you, Althea."
"I love you too."
How I wish time could stop right now...
^__^
LEE DONGHAE
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing.
"Who is this?"
"Hyuuuuunggg!!!!!" I almost jumped off the bed when the other line shouted at my ear.
"Who is this?" I asked.
"Ryeowook! Hey! You're coming home tomorrow right?"
"Why are you calling so early?"
"Don't you forget our souvenirs! I'll get mad if you don't give me one!"
"Yeah, yeah... I already got them. I'll just talk to you when I come back, okay?"
"Bye, hyung!"
The other line went off. I cleared my eyesight and realized that Althea was not beside me. I stood up and went to the bathroom.
"Althea? Are you in there?"
There was no response.
I looked at the couch and realized that her packed belongings were gone. My heart started beating fast and I started to panic. I saw a letter and her digital camera on the bedside table.
Donghae, thank you so much for everything. :)
I turned on her camera and there were only two videos recorded in it. All the pictures were gone. When I opened the first video, it was from yesterday's recording. Then I opened the other video. It was Althea. She must have recorded it while I was sleeping.
"Hi oppa!" she started the video with a smile. "You may be wondering where I am at the moment. Please don't look for me. I'm so sorry but I have to do this. I said I would do anything for you, right? I'm sure you already know that everything in this cruise is temporary. Even me. We just met and I don't have the right to be in your life, especially ruin it. I can't be selfish. This is the only way that I know. I hope you understand, no, it's better if you become angry at me. It's alright. Please move on and continue pursuing your dream. And as I've promised, I would continue to support you, as a fan, as an ELF. Goodluck on your comeback! Please smile always because your smile gives me strength. Our meeting was the best thing that happened to me. Please take care always. Goodbye."
She kept on smiling eventhough her tears threatened to fall. I felt my heart was crushed and I ran outside the cabin to look for her.
No, Althea, please don't do this. I need you! I love you!
I ran to the lowest deck and saw many people already going down the ship. I realized that the ship has already docked it's final destination. I never stopped looking for her but she was nowhere to be found. I gave up and went to my suite. I got changed and prepared to leave.
---
I arrived back at Seoul.
As I entered our dorm, the other members welcomed me. I flashed a smile at them and pretended to be alright. I never cried when I traveled back and I did my best to hide all the pain. After all the chitchats and the giving of souvenirs to the other members, I went to my room and arranged my things.
Leeteuk went to my room and sat beside me.
"What happened?" he asked, worried. He knows me too well.
I gave in and my tears started falling. Leeteuk placed his hand on my shoulder.
"She left me," I said, sobbing.
"I warned you. I told you not to easily trust anyone."
"No, hyung. I know she's not a bad person. I know she did all of this for me."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because I know she loves me."
"You just met her, Donghae. That is not love."
"No, it was love. I'm not even mad at her, hyung. I can't get mad at her. I'm starting to hate myself."
"Stop this, Donghae."
If only I was a normal person... If only I could see her again. I would give up anything to be with her. I need her. I love her. I won't give up...
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